Just Not Myself

Hye.

Pls know that I am not perfect.
Pls understand that I am trying.
Pls realize that I am learning.
Pls recognize that I am adapting.
and
Pls don't ask me what this is all about. I am just not myself.

Bye.

B*bi

Hye.

This entry is merely to clear my very dusty blog. Not that nothing has been happening in my life (hidup aku happening OK :p *in denial*), but I have been down with the worst i-dont-feel-like-doing-anything-but-watch-tv syndrome for months now.

Anyway, saje je nk citer. Pagi tadi on the way to work, aku nampak lori bawak b*bi. B*bi hutan pun ade. Ade yg pink bersih, ade yg itam, ade yg pink tp bontot itam. Haha. Matila sume aku observe. Sume mmg besar2. Patutla orang slalu ckp gemuk mcm ba alif ba ya. Memang gemuk pun b*abi2 tu. I wanted to wind down the window. Kot2 ade dengar bunyi2 mcm kat Farmville tu ke kan tapi my Darling cakap jangan. Takut H1N1. Boleh? Nak je aku cakap, Acai siap makan lagi, sihat walafiat je. :p Tapi aku kn isteri mithali *hi aritha*, maka adalah aku diam je la.

So, tu je la citer aku arini. Motif sangat kn bulan puasa citer psl b*bi. Haih. OK lah.

Bye.

Simply Too Busy

Hye.

I seriously can't stand looking at my own blog. It's really collecting dust and beginning to develop spiderwebs at every corner. I know it's my own doing. I'm not even blaming anyone (not even myself, haha!).

Well you see, I have lots of things happening but I'm just too lazy to write it down here. When I'm not doomed by the clouds of laziness, I'm just simply too busy with other things (read : Farmville). Haha. Yes, you read right. You know how everyone is super-crazy about farming on Farmville? Unfortunately yours truly is one of them. I can't remember who got me started. I think it was my SIL (matila salahkn org lain).

To tell you the truth, I was kinda reluctant to accept the request initially. Although it took me quite some time, but in the end, I acccepted it anyway. And today, I'm farming like nobody's business. Hehe. And oh, not to forget I managed to turn quite a number of my friends into 'petani modens' just like me! :D With that said and done, I think it's time I retire from farming and concentrate on building up my Mafia empire. :p So, Mafia Wars, here I come!

kalau tak retire, cani la aku ngan Darling ku nnt :p

p/s : To Amal (if you're reading this), have a safe trip to America (haha!). Sorry tak dpt blk jumpe Amal before Amal fly. You know why kn? :) Anyway, here's wishing you all the best, take care and be safe. Will be missing you greatly. :D

Bye.

Of The Other Two

Hye.

Alhamdulillah. My Darling has recovered from whatever it was that he's having. :D I'm so thankful. It's so bloody good to see him smiling and making (lame) jokes again. :p Thanks everyone for your prayers and well wishes. We really appreciate them. :)

Anyway, I'm here today to pay my last debt. I know. Not that anyone cares, right? Well, I don't either. So, here goes some photos of the other two events during my (not so) big day. Enjoy!

The Reception (Penang)
Date : 3rd June 2009 (Wednesday)
Time : 8.30pm
Venue : Sg. Tiram, Penang (Home)


The Reception (Kuala Lumpur)
Date : 7th June 2009 (Sunday)
Time : 12.00pm
Venue : Dewan Felda Merak Kayangan, KL

There. So, I don't think I owe anyone anymore wedding photos. If you have to see more, visit me on Facebook. Oh ya, before I forgot, these photos are courtesy of Azam (Neur Maya) and Fairuz (Avicenna Studio). Superb individuals. Highly recommended. :D

p/s : Ya Allah, Alhamdulillah. Pls take good care of US always.

Bye.

Close To Home

Hye.

It's my birthday today. :) I am officially 27 years old. Alhamdulillah. I could really hope for a better birthday, but I am just really grateful I have been living a good life all these years. Besides, it's not really a good time for me to want a big celebration or anything. Sigh.

I am in no mood to feel all 'birthday girl-y' (ade ke perkataan ni?) simply because I'm worried sick about my Darling. He has been down with high fever for almost 2 full days now. The doc is not ruling out that it could be H1N1. Yes. You read right. My Darling could be down with H1N1. :(

The truth is, I have not been paying much attention to the fast spreading H1N1 virus. I do my part by washing my hands as frequent as I need to and what not. I follow its deadly development on the news and all that, too. But again, never did I take it seriously. But now when it hits close to home, I couldn't help feeling terrified of it. I do.

It really kills me to see my Darling so weak and sick. Dgn mask nyer la, dgn batuk nyer la, dgn occassional moan and groan nyer. Sigh. Sometimes when he's not watching, I cry. I just couldn't help it. I know, some of you might think that I cry to everything. I admit, I do. But this is different. It's just is. You'd know if you were in my place.

So just please pray for our well-being people. I am praying my hardest this time around. Hopefully, Allah will hear me (like always) and help alleviate my Darling's pain a little. InsyaAllah. I just can't bear having to look at him bear all the pain alone, feeling helpless. Please. And I really can't afford to grow anymore pimples due to the stress and sleep depriving effect of this whole situation. Please be kind. :)

Before I go, I'd like to wish myself a happy birthday and thank those who took the trouble to wish me. :)

p/s : my Darling and my lovely housemates planned a small surprise for me last night. :) details later, when i am in the sharing mood.

Bye.

Dah Basi.Jadi?

Hye.

Before I start wasting my time (and yours) with another meaningless entry, I think I should thank God for being continuously kind and generous towards me. Alhamdulillah. You have never left my prayers unanswered and hopefully, your generosity and kindness will never end. It’s been good half a year (or so) and I hope the streak of good happenings will not end just yet. InsyaAllah. Amin.

OK. I know I don’t need to be doing this (especially right now) since I’ve already been married for almost 2 months. Dah basi. Jadi ?It’s a free country. I do whatever I like, you do whatever you like. So here are some of the photos from the other 2 events (engagement and solemnization). Enjoy (or not)!

The Engagement
Date : 3rd June 2009 (Wednesday)
Time : 10.00am
Venue : Sg. Tiram, Penang (Home)


The Solemnization
Date : 3rd June 2009 (Wednesday)
Time : 5.00pm
Venue : Masjid Sg. Tiram, Penang


To say the least, not everything went accordingly and smoothly. There were a few panic attacks and not so pleasant moments but Alhamdulillah they were short-lived. What matters is that in the end, everything that matters were successfully and safely executed. After all there's only so much we humans can do right? Nonetheless, I thank God. Always.

Bye.

Why Bother?

Hye.

I got a call from my wedding videographer this morning (actually it was his assistant kot). My wedding videos (highlight, full version, vide clips etc) are all ready. They wanted photos of all 3 events (solemnization + 2 receptions) to be made the cover of the DVDs. Being far out of reach, I haven’t even seen my wedding photos other than the ones they generously posted on the web. Tu pun ade la berapa kerat je kn. And I didn’t even asked them when are the final products gonna be ready. Why bother? It’s not like I can pick them up the next day if they were to be ready. Sigh. The beauty of staying far far away. :p

Anyway, since I don't actually have anything I feel is decent enough to be given to my videographer, I gave her my photographers names instead. Hehe. Suh dier mintak dgn derang la dier nk ape kn. Senang citer.

Oh lagi satu, if any of you haven’t seen our wedding highlight, here’s where you can find it. If you’re interested that is. Nak rating video tu pun boleh. Nak comment pun boleh (p/s : yg membina sahaja ok). As usual, utk sesapa yg berminat SAHAJA. If not, boleh la berambus kn. Tayah nk wat komen x perlu. *matila ttibe emo*

Bye.