Time To Panic

Seriously. I am so getting fat that I think it's really time to panic. Apsal weighing machine itew ttp menunjukkan angka 5*.6 wpun aku x mkn pape sepagi? Berat air kah aku? Bila nk menunjukan 5*.8 kembali? When will my jeans be loose again? I hate this. Haih. I need a treadmill! Anyone feeling overly generous? *wink*

I am

I am
1. gaining weight (shit!)
2. afraid of the outcome of my appraisal
3. feeling like crap because of my weight
4. afraid that I will outgrow my Darling and look like his big sister
5. in need of a miracle
6. bored despite the fact that I hv tonnes to do
7. one person who hates moving places
8. still thinking hard about losing the weight I hv gained
9. jealous of people who eats like an *oink oink* but still managed to look like a stick
10. pms-ing, as usual

Stop Bingeing!

Help! I can't stop bingeing on this stupid biscuits at the office. Kenyang ke, lapar ke, sebuk nk p seluk tin biskut itew. :( I need to stop bingeing! Unless I wanna grow sideways. Sigh. Damn the biscuits inventors.

What I Need

My hp has been acting up lately. I have no idea why. Eh jap. I think I know why. Hehe. Byk kali jatuh sgt dh actually. Pernah terbuang masuk tong sampah siap. I need a new phone. I know it's far from being my birthday, but if there's anyone out there with a big enough heart looking to do some charity, please get me this lovely baby. :D Just exactly what I need right this very moment.

Two Down

My apology for the super late entry. This was supposed to be posted last Friday, but yours truly has been really really busy. Anyways, enjoy! :)

It’s Friday and I have absolutely no mood to work. Plus, I’m so sleepy. Hehe. So, here I am, updating my blog at work. Asek mkn gaji buta ja. Bila la nk insaf ni. Hmm. Anyway, while I’m still in the mood, I’d just like to share stories and events that took place yesterday/last night. :)

Well you see, my Darling turned 25 yesterday and it was actually part of my plan to make him think that I forgot. I have already planned something for him that night actually. But then, yesterday suddenly turned into a super busy day. I had to do my medical check-up, had to attend a meeting after lunch and also had to play netball in the evening. Mcm byk sgt bende nk kene wat semlm. Kepenatan aku dibuatnya. Tp papepun, I think I managed to pull it off. Despite the fact that I had to rush here and there, but seeing him happy, beats everything else. :)

So, in the morning, before I went to the clinic, I picked him up and sent him to the office. I could feel that he was eagerly waiting for me to wish him. When I asked him, “Roti tu leh mkn lagi ka? Bila expiry date?” He answered, “28hb”. Instead of just saying today, he told me the date. Talk about hinting. Hehe. But I just had to ignore him. Poor baby. I’m sorry. Tp it was all worth it kn? So, after I dropped him off, I went straight to the clinic, texting him like nothing happened when my sis, Ayin text me to tell me that my Darling sedeh I haven’t wished him. My plan is actually working! I continued doing what I needed to while worrying about the party tonight. I have been nervous about the party since Monday. While waiting for my turn at the clinic, I thought of surprising him with something else. You know, just in case the surprise party tidak begitu surprising.

Once I was done with my check-up, I went to the florist to get him some flowers. I got him lilies. :D Cantik sgt. Oh talking about the lilies, I almost blew my own cover. Ayin la ni. Org kelam kabut nk beli bunga, dia sebuk nk gambaq la apa la. I almost sent the mms to my Darling ok? It was really a close one. And when I realized I nearly sent it to him, I sent and sms to my sis (so I thought) saying, “nasib baik x antaq kt hadi.haha.” There was no reply from my sis. About an hour later, a reply came from my Darling, “aming nk antaq kt sapa ni? hehe.” Ayo. Kelam kabut x aku ni? Last2 tersalah antaq sms pulak. I had about 30 seconds to come up with something. And the only thing I could think of at that particular time was I got rashes on my breast. Haha. And the sms was meant for my sis cuz I almost sent the mms of my breast to him instead of her. Matila menipu je keje nye kn. Who cares? Janji x kantoi.

Moving on, after I bought the flowers, I went home to take his birthday gift and card, and went straight to his place to leave them in his room. No, I didn’t break in, I had his housemate (who was on MC , thank God) let me in. :) So after putting the flowers, the present and the card on his bed, I went off to the office, just in time to prepare what’s needed for the 3pm meeting. But before that, I made a quick call to my Darling, wishing him happy birthday, apologizing and blabbing away about how I’m d worst girlfriend ever for forgetting his birthday and bla bla bla. Hehe. I am a very good actress and a good liar you know. :p Anyways, two and half hours later, I was on the phone with my Darling, again. He found the surprise. I could here the excitement in his voice, and I thanked God for making this a true success. One down, one to go.

About half an hour later after that, I was already at the indoor stadium getting ready to play netball. And suddenly I saw my Darling. He came to watch me play. :D And guess what? Me and my team won! So we were waiting for the finals when he decided to go home and bathe, pray and all that. I was beginning to worry because I had plan for the party to start at 8.00pm and it’s 7.50pm and I was still at the court waiting for my game. My Darling pulak baru nk blk mandi bagai. Famished friends were already waiting in front of the Pizza Hut with the cake. Sume pun nk sms and call at that time, membuatkn aku sgt la kelam kabut sbb battery hp pun dah tinggal satu bar. If my battery was to go flat, how on earth am I gonna call my Darling? I really really need to save this situation, I thought. So I drove to Pizza Hut just to make sure everything is ok while calling my Darling to tell him that my housemate, Nani was involved with an accident and we really need him there A.S.A.P as we cannot reach Nani’s boyfriend. Ye mmg, keje aku menipu je semlm. But it was all for good reasons. :)

About 15 minutes later, my Darling arrived, and we managed to surprise him with the cake. Personally, I wasn’t quite satisfied with Nani’s acting (matila demand), but all went well. My Darling was more confused than surprised I think. Haha. Tp x kisah la. Janji dier terkejut. :D A birthday song later, I was back at the indoor stadium playing my finals netball game. Penat bagai nk rebah asek ulang alik. Plus I was so nervous it wasn’t gonna go as I planned. Thank God it wasn’t all that awful, despite Nani’s bad acting (ttp kn?). OK back to netball. After settling for second place, I headed right back to Pizza Hut. Darling ku dh dok call tanye bile nk sampe. Maka berebut lah aku ke tempat party itew. Dgn busuk2, all sweaty and tired, I sat beside my Darling and began eating. Tak lalu actually because I was so bloody exhausted from all the running around and the nerves. So I only took 3 breadstix and a glass of warm water. :)

When we were done joking and laughing out loud, all of us headed home feeling all full and happy. Hehe. I’m glad the night turned out OK. Nothing beats seeing my Darling having so much fun, with me and his friends. So, that’s pretty much how my Darling’s birthday went down. Hopefully it was one of the best birthdays for him. Despite the fact that I was dead tired, I felt a feeling of satisfaction in me, and damn it was such a good feeling. I quietly celebrated my victory. Finally, two down. :)

p/s : To my sis Ayin, pics will be posted later ok. Jgn mrh. :p