From KK With Love

I've Been Tagged

I’ve been tagged by Zalina. Well, considering the reality that I have loads to do but am in absolutely no mood to do them, here I am. :) So, here goes – 7 interesting/weird facts about me.

1. I am afraid of the dark
I cannot sleep without the lights. I travel alone quite a lot and whenever it’s time to sleep, I have to have the telly (and some of the lights) keep me company until I doze off. At home, I have this small IKEA light to do the honors. I simply cannot sleep in total darkness unless someone is by my side or in the same room. Ye, saya ialah penakut. And your point is?

2. I get moody when my undies don’t match
Hehe. I know it’s nobody’s fault that when I wanted to spend the night over at a friend’s, I wrongly brought over an unmatched pair of undies to be worn to work the next day. But still, it got me moody. I know. Weird. Truth is, I’m still figuring out why it actually got me so moody. And in case some of you were wondering, I brought baby blue bra and turquoise panty. See, told you they don’t match. Anyone would be moody too right? :p

3. I do not know how to ride a bicycle
Yes, you read correctly. I have lived for 2 decades (Alhamdulillah) and yet do not know how to ride a bicycle. I think I used to try learning when I was little but I failed so many times that I gave up. And now, two decades later, I’m just too afraid to try again. Sebab takut jatuh. Sakit ok?

4. I do not like rice
This probably will make some people think I’m really weird. But, I really do not like rice. I like bread though. I love them actually. I can finish one whole loaf by myself, with only butter and jam. :) Ttibe lapar. *kruk* *kruk*

5. I have 8 piercings on my body
I have three on each ears, which makes six. One on my nose. And the other one is a secret. :p There, eight.

6. I am a cry baby
How do I elaborate on this particular point? Hmm. I basically cry over every single thing that doesn’t go my way (secretly, of course). And I literally mean everything, even when I can not hit my forehand or backhand properly. Haha. Sian x my Darling? :p

7. I always get weird people for a boss
I do. They are just the weirdest if not the blurriest. I don’t think I wanna be giving details on this point. Too much. Just hope God will always provide me with the patience I have always asked from Him. :)

Dah. Selesai. Now, I’m supposed to tag 7 other people and they are :
1. Acai Kebede
2. Shafizal/Hafizal/Jai Maddox/Peah (mrasa!)
3. Jassu
4. Irwan
5. Anyone with time to waste
6. Anyone who knows me (haha)
7. Anyone at all

I think I just tagged more than 7 people. Tapi xpe la kot. The more the merrier kn?

On a completely different topic, I’m so tired. I feel like sleeping until Saturday. I’m off to KK tomorrow to go get myself tanned (dark is more like it). No, I’m not going sunbathing on the beautiful beaches of the islands in KK, I’m gonna go play tennis. It’s the time I’ve been waiting for actually. But today when it’s so close, I’m emotionless. Rasa mcm nk tdo je. But anyways, wish me luck peeps! :D I’m off to go slave myself under the scorching sun of KK. Adios!

p/s : Don’t miss me! (as if)

Selamat Ari Gawai

I'll be off for a long weekend and I've got fun plans waiting for me. Yeay~ Hehe. Wait for my updates ya! Be safe and toodles! :D And oh, before I go, I'd like to wish all my Dayak friends, "Selamat Ari Gawai, Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai Lantang Senang Nguan Menua" (Happy Gawai, May You Enjoy Peace and Prosperity). Kalau ade yg perlu bertanya, no, I did not come up with that wish on my own. I took it from my company's website. Haha. Bye!

Truly Devoted

I have been busy and I am still busy actually. Tp ttp nk update my blog because I just cannot handle people around me anymore. Need a break.

Anyway, my gossip partner and I were having a drink this afternoon and we got to talking about being faithful. I don’t know how that topic actually came up, but it did. Here’s how part of the conversation went.

GP : Jes, kau pernah menipu tak?
Me : Ade orang tak pernah menipu ke?
GP : Dengan A*e dulu la..
Me : Ha? Menipu cane ni? Kalau menipu cakap, pernah la. Sape tak pernah?
GP : Kau pernah curang tak?
Me : Ohh. Pernah. Tapi aku rase dier tak pernah tahu kot.
GP : Boleh tahan jugak kau ek. Kat mane? KL ke? Mamat tu keje mane? Handsome tak? (punye la penyibuk kn, bertubi soklan ditanye)
Me : Amboi. Ye la, kat KL la. Kat Bintulu ni nak curang dengan sape pun.
GP : Kire kau pnah ade 2 boyfriends at one time la?
Me : Emm. Tak kot. Aku pun tak tau. Tapi what’s for sure is that we were more than friends la.
GP : Kau memang suke dier ke kau saje2 bosan nak sakitkan hati A*e?
Me : Entah. Aku boring kot. Tapi aku memang suke mamat tu. Ade pernah terlintas gak aku nak tinggalkn A*e to pursue this guy sebab aku dah x seronok, tapi aku tak wat pun.
GP : Laa..apsal?
Me : Sebab aku bodoh kot.

There. The conversation was way longer but I just had to leave some of the details out to protect my privacy. (Yela tu kn). Actually, this isn’t the first time a friend is asking me if I’ve always been loyal. To tell you the truth, I am a loyal person (under the normal circumstances that is). Truly devoted. But I guess when I was with my ex, I wasn’t actually very happy. I felt restricted and very uncomfortable. Not forgetting to mention that he was a jacka*s that was cheating behind my back most of the time. And don't even get me started on the lies he told me. But still, that’s not a good excuse to be cheating behind anybody’s back. But I did cheat on him. No one knows about this other guy except my best friend. Even so, I only told her after I broke up with my ex. No wait, after my ex broke up with me. Hmm. Some might say, it’s probably not considered cheating if you only go out and did nothing. Agreed. Only I think (I know actually) I was in a relationship with this other guy. We went out practically everyday after work when I was in KL. And no, he didn’t know I had a boyfriend at that point of time. Of course la kn. Kalau dh dier tahu, tu dh bukan menipu la. Ke still kire as menipu? Hmm.

Come to think of it, why didn’t I actually leave my ex for this guy? Hmm. Tak sampai hati agaknya. Plus, he was not really my type. (Eceh, ye ke?) Or probably was just too stupid. But, I’m glad I didn’t leave my ex or things might just be different and I won’t be ending up with my Darling right now. That would probably be the biggest miss ever. Rugi tau. :D

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah. Today, I feel so blessed and grateful. Thanks Mr. PRD for conveying the ever so good news to me. :D Yeay~! Boleh berbelanja orang dan diri sendiri dengan sesuka hati lagi. Hehe.

p/s : Dear God, thank you for granting me with this. Just please don't ever make me forget the fact that everything I get, I get only because You generously give them to me. And for that, Alhamdulillah and thank you so much.

All Is Well

It’s Wesak Day today and it’s supposed to be a public holiday. I should be lazing around the house membela my lemaks but instead, I’m at work. Sigh. I really hate the long weekend this time. I felt so lonely and bored and unproductive. What makes it worse was my Darling had to work on Saturday and Sunday. And today, he’s gone on a fishing trip with his friends and I’m stuck at work. That’s why I hate this particular long weekend. It’s because I haven’t been spending any quality time with my Darling. Even when he dropped by to have dinner with me and watch the telly, he was dozing off occasionally. So clearly he’s too tired to melayan kerenah aku yg mengada iniew. To add up to the whole situation, it's the time of the month for me. Ade kene mngene ke? ADE! :p

So anyway, I was left at home the whole of Saturday, lying in front of the telly. Yes people, the whole day. I seriously didn’t do anything except maybe occasionally getting up to go to the loo. Itu pun sebab terpaksa. :p Mmg pemalas kn. Ye saya tahu. And that made me so bloody moody because I was missing him so much. I know he’s gotta work but still, I can’t help but feel a little neglected. Ngade kn? Hehe. I know. And because I was dead bored on Saturday from doing absolutely nothing, on Sunday, I decided to cook. Nothing special. Tak sedap pun, as usual. Sian my Darling. Untuk menjaga hati aku yg x pandai masak ni, berulang kali ckp aku masak sedap. I think he was just being nice. Nevermind lah. As long as I did something to kill time while he was at work. After that, I continued my ‘watching-the-telly-and-only-get-up-if-you-really-need-to-go-to-the-loo’ activity while randomly poking, hugging and splashing my friends on facebook. Dh la kwn aku ni xde la ramai mane pun dlm facebook tu. It didn’t even take an hour to poke, hug, splash, etc. my friends. Then I was back to feeling so useless. I really needed to do something fruitful. So, mlm tu pg tgk wyg. Haha. Fruitful kn? :p It felt so good to be able to get out of the house, but I was a bit moody thinking about having to come to work today. But, nonetheless, here I am.

I think that this has to be the one of the first long weekends where I didn’t get to spend as much time with my Darling. I really miss him a lot. However, deep down I honestly think that both of us kind of need the time away from each other. Therefore, all is well. :)

On a completely different note, I have uploaded pictures from the MIJF 2008 last week. Ayin, ampa mesti suka kn? :p I know I still owe you pictures from the last few entries, but please bear with me. Kami bz~ :D Anyway, enjoy ya!

Pics above are of my Darling, me and my best friend, Elmi. By the way, Elmi's single and available. I'll be dead meat if she knows what I'm up to but, anyone interested? Hehe.

Happy Birthday

Me and Neeta being silly

This pic was taken the last time I was back in Penang, me and my gorgeous little sister :D

It's my little sister's birthday today and I really miss her, a lot. She's in Penang and the last time I saw her was during Chinese New Year. Lame kn? I really hope I'll get to see her on my next trip back to KL. But anyway, I just wanna wish her Happy Birthday Neeta. I love you. :)