Monday, 19 May 2008

All Is Well

It’s Wesak Day today and it’s supposed to be a public holiday. I should be lazing around the house membela my lemaks but instead, I’m at work. Sigh. I really hate the long weekend this time. I felt so lonely and bored and unproductive. What makes it worse was my Darling had to work on Saturday and Sunday. And today, he’s gone on a fishing trip with his friends and I’m stuck at work. That’s why I hate this particular long weekend. It’s because I haven’t been spending any quality time with my Darling. Even when he dropped by to have dinner with me and watch the telly, he was dozing off occasionally. So clearly he’s too tired to melayan kerenah aku yg mengada iniew. To add up to the whole situation, it's the time of the month for me. Ade kene mngene ke? ADE! :p

So anyway, I was left at home the whole of Saturday, lying in front of the telly. Yes people, the whole day. I seriously didn’t do anything except maybe occasionally getting up to go to the loo. Itu pun sebab terpaksa. :p Mmg pemalas kn. Ye saya tahu. And that made me so bloody moody because I was missing him so much. I know he’s gotta work but still, I can’t help but feel a little neglected. Ngade kn? Hehe. I know. And because I was dead bored on Saturday from doing absolutely nothing, on Sunday, I decided to cook. Nothing special. Tak sedap pun, as usual. Sian my Darling. Untuk menjaga hati aku yg x pandai masak ni, berulang kali ckp aku masak sedap. I think he was just being nice. Nevermind lah. As long as I did something to kill time while he was at work. After that, I continued my ‘watching-the-telly-and-only-get-up-if-you-really-need-to-go-to-the-loo’ activity while randomly poking, hugging and splashing my friends on facebook. Dh la kwn aku ni xde la ramai mane pun dlm facebook tu. It didn’t even take an hour to poke, hug, splash, etc. my friends. Then I was back to feeling so useless. I really needed to do something fruitful. So, mlm tu pg tgk wyg. Haha. Fruitful kn? :p It felt so good to be able to get out of the house, but I was a bit moody thinking about having to come to work today. But, nonetheless, here I am.

I think that this has to be the one of the first long weekends where I didn’t get to spend as much time with my Darling. I really miss him a lot. However, deep down I honestly think that both of us kind of need the time away from each other. Therefore, all is well. :)

On a completely different note, I have uploaded pictures from the MIJF 2008 last week. Ayin, ampa mesti suka kn? :p I know I still owe you pictures from the last few entries, but please bear with me. Kami bz~ :D Anyway, enjoy ya!

Pics above are of my Darling, me and my best friend, Elmi. By the way, Elmi's single and available. I'll be dead meat if she knows what I'm up to but, anyone interested? Hehe.





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