'Like'

Hye.

Boleh tak kalau kau tak 'like' status sendiri kat FB? It's just weird OK. I don't know why I am so disturbed by this but it just feels so wrong. Memang la suka hati orang tu nak buat apa pun kn. Tapiiii aku tetap nak cakap aku irritated! Kalau kau 'like' status kau tu kadang-kadang ke xpe la jugak. Ni suma status kau kau nk 'like'. Kau cakap kau makan sorang pun kau nk 'like' ke??? Haih.

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My Precious

Hye.

I am back. Please don't ask me for how long. I don't know, really. So OK, since my last post (which was posted from the labour room), a lot has happened. And I really mean a lot. I am officially a mother. Alhamdulillah. Thanks for all your prayers.

So motherhood has been anything but easy. I now know and understand why married couples take time before they have kids. Your life (above everything else) changes once you have kids. I used to secretly sneer at people who say they aren't ready to have children. I would like to apologize to these people I quietly disrespected. Pls accept my sincerest apology.

You see, before I met my Darling (and got married), I have always feared that I would have fertility issues. Seriously. My worst fear (at that point of time) was not being able to give my husband healthy offsprings. So when we were done with the whole wedding thing, we sat down and lightly discussed about having a baby. I really wanted to try soon as I wanted to have ample time to fix 'things' if they were found to be broken. Hehe. My Darling wasn't to keen at first but when I explained why, he kind of agreed.

A month or so after that, I was pregnant. :) And slowly, reality started to sink in. I was beginning to doubt myself. Was I really ready for all there is to come? I never thought I would lose my waistline together with my sleeping time (haha!). Let alone being the one responsible to raise a child! Simply put, I wasn't really prepared to face motherhood at all. But alhamdulillah, now, things are so much better. I am slowly adapting. And it gives me such pride and joy when I look at my precious little one.

So lovely people, here's introducing my (now 2 months old) son, Aryan Dhia Firdaus. :)

Sound asleep..A few days before turning 2 months old

This was taken a day after arriving in good 'ol Bintulu :)

One look at my baby, and I forget that I have officially lost my waistline and my beauty sleep! For now thath is. :p

Bye.

...

Hye.

Wish me luck lovely people. Doakan saya ye~.

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Impeccable Timing

Hye.

I have tonnes of work to finish before I leave Bintulu for almost 3 months. But here I am. I tell you, I have impeccable timing. :p Anyway, I was tagged by Aritha and here goes nothing. Why am I doing this now? Simply because I don't feel so good about leaving my Darling behind, alone in Bintulu. :( So since Aritha pun ckp nk buat entry ni kene la ade mushy feeling baru leh buat, so here I am.

First time jumpa with your hubby, bila n kat mana?
The very first time we met was on the 7th May 2007. It was in Bintulu. Oh and kat tennis court. :D

How he proposed?
Erm. Ni ade tricky skit. He didn't actually propose, but that was the first time he ever mentioned about getting married. So, I just assumed that that was a proposal from him. Anyway, read the story here.

Special date with ur hubby?
I don't quite understand what this question is all about. Is it asking about date as in anniversary, birthday etc kinda date or the kinda date that you actually go to? Hmm.

Changes that he asked you to do?
None. This is one guy that never asked me to change anything about me (yet). Things might change after I deliver though. :p Especially when I have trouble shedding those extra kilos. Haha.

What about him that u love so much?
Everything! But if I have to choose, I love the fact that he knows how to handle me well. Not everyone can manage handling yours truly ok.

What is about him that you wish he wud change?
Probably his lack of self-confidence. He really should believe in himself more. I mean I do. :)

You will lose your mind & crack your head when?
He's not somewhere in my vicinity and I can't get a hold of him. Sakit jiwa ok.

You will smile thru your eyes for the whole day when he?
Surprises me! :D

Complete below sentences "my love towards my hubby is as big as
The universe? OK la tu kn. Hehe.

So, done. I will be leaving Bintulu tomorrow. Sedeh nak meninggalkan my Darling. This is the first time we will be apart for quite a while. Hopefully things will turn out well for us. InsyaAllah.

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Perfect Timing

Hye.

I have officially become one of those good old (lazy) people. The kind who wants to keep a blog but never (or rarely) wants to update. I have thought of shutting this blog down a couple of times, but I can't remember why I never got around to actually doing it. Hmm.

Anyway, I just felt like scribbling something today. I was in KL for about 5 days last week. I had some official business I needed to attend to and decided to take the opportunity to visit my dermatologist. Yes, I now have a dermatologist.

My skin kind of gave up on me a day or two before my wedding. Talk about perfect timing. Everyone kept on telling me it's because of the hormones. I sure hope so. But sometimes I have this feeling that it's not. I have no idea what went wrong and my dermatologist can't seem to give a straight answer too.

Nonetheless, I still see him just in case he can make me beautiful (beautiful keee???) again. Not to mention it's free. Hehe. So, during my last visit, while he was figuring out what (other) cream he wants me to try, this conversation took place.

Doc : So, how long have you been married?

YT : About 7 months

Doc : Are you planning to conceive anytime soon?

YT : Huh? Errmm. I am actually pregnant right now.

Doc : Oh (puzzled). How many months?

YT : 6 months plus.

Doc : Then I can't give you this cream (pointing to something which I assume is the cream he was referring to). It's not suitable during pregnancy.

YT : Oh OK (masih blur amat).

OK. Putting aside the fact that I told him that I was pregnant during my first visit, can't he see that my tummy does not look like a normal person's tummy? You can't possibly think I just had too much to eat! Takkan la aku kenyang sangat sampai jd begitu rupa? Hmm. Maybe I have put on so much weight that other parts of my body are overshadowing my tummy. Haha.

On a completely different note, I just love tommee tippee! But after reading reviews, I think I just have to forget about the whole thing. Tp cantik kan? :D

pic from here

Bye.

Gemuk Adalah Trend Terkini

Hye.

A YM conversation that took place this morning.

NJ : salam
YT : wsalam
NJ : bz ka
NJ : da pregnant lom weh
YT : bz skit2 la
YT : hehe
YT : dh
NJ : poyo
NJ : bape bulan da
NJ : congrates
NJ : due bila
NJ : aku bln 7
YT : aku due april
YT : 7hb insyaAllah
NJ : haa
NJ : april ni ker
NJ : ang pregnant laie awal dr aku ker
NJ : aku due bln 7
YT : dh aku nk beranak bln 4 sah2 la aku pregnant awal dr kau
YT : ape daaa

Hmm. Malas nk ckp byk.

Oh the trip back home (Seremban & Penang) was a blast. Tiring but fun, all the way. Will upload pictures later if I feel up to it. Right now, I really miss my Mom and her cooking. :(

p/s : Gemuk adalah trend terkini! :D

Bye.

How?

Hye.

I was staring blankly at my PC screen not knowing what to type. I am not even sure how I ended up here. I have some things to share but none seems appropriate at the moment. So, nk wat ape ni? Hmm. *continue staring at the screen*

Bye.