On Being Irresponsible

Hye. I have been very busy with work and also the wedding preparation. I just thought since I had some 15 minutes to spare, I might as well just scribble something here. First, I’d like to clear something with someone who’s so concern about this particular entry on being irresponsible. This person actually thought I was gonna cheat on my Darling or something. Haha. Even though she is lagging (the entry was posted so long ago), but I appreciate her pure concern. Pagi2 lagi dh dtg tpt aku tanye,”Weh, kau ape hal? Kau ngan Hadi ok ke?” “OK je. Apsal?” I asked with the weirdest expression on my face. She pulled me aside and whispered, “Aku baca blog kau yg kau ckp rasa mcm nk tipu Hadi ke nk tinggal Hadi ke ape tu.” “ Hah? Yg mane? Haha. Ape la. Kalau aku nk tipu or tinggal Hadi, perlu ke tulis dlm blog?” By this time, I was more confused and lost, until we sat and read my blog together. “Ooohhhh. Hahaha. Keji la. Xde kene mengene dgn Hadi pun entry tu. Tayah risau.”

Those who knows me well enough, knows that I don’t cheat. I don't just simply breakup a relationship just because. What I meant by being irresponsible ialah I was contemplating whether I should get an LV handbag or not. The responsible thing to do back then (and of course until I get married) was to not even think about it in the first place. I mean given the fact that I’m getting married (with no financial help from anyone at all) soon. Prioritize girl! Tp ya ampun masa tgk gamba2 beg LV tu, mmg tgn sgt la gatal nk menggunakn wang simpanan ku. Plus, it was much cheaper than if I were to get it here in Malaysia. Timing sucks, right? But in the end, I’m glad I didn’t succumb to my desire of being irresponsible. Alhamdulillah. As it is now, without buying the LV handbag pun aku dh terketar ketar wat kira2 for my wedding. Sigh. But it’s ok. It’s a once in a lifetime thingy right? Why not indulge while I can still afford to? :)

Wasting Time

I like wasting time. So, here goes..

1. Do you think you're hot?
no..do u? *blush* (matila x psl2)

2. Upload a favorite picture of you

This isn't actually my favourite pic. It's one of the few decent ones I had in my HDD.

3. Why do you like that picture?

sbb ada aku la dlm tu..perlu ke suke gamba yg aku xde? (matila emo)

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

emm..last year (in Dec i think) with my Darling sbb masa tu masing2 pemalas nk kuar beli mknan.. :D sgt heaven..makan sambil tgk muvi..nyum2..

5. The last song you listened to?

ruang rindu by letto..xtau apsal aku suke gile lagu ni..bkn sbb series intan tu ok? :p

6. What are you doing right now beside this?

chatting with fira (yg tgh panic) on YM.. (acai sila jgn wat muka)

7. What name you prefer besides yours?

emm..none i guess..i like my name very much..tp kalau nk tau jgk..manje~ (ye aku gedik, jadi?)

8. People to tag :

a. shasha

b. acai

c. jalina

d. peah

e. izzu

p/s : korang x wat pun xpe..aku wat pun sbb bosan..heheh..

9. Who is number one?

one of my besties

10. Number 3 is having a relationship with..

her fiance, Zul Azri

11. Who is number 2?

Sabrina's boyfriend :D (ye ke tu? :p)

Alaa. Dh abis. Back to work I guess. Bye bye.

Happy New Year

Greetings lovely people. It’s 2009 and I am getting married this year. InsyaAllah. :D Actually, I had this dream of creating a wedding blog just to share with you people about my journey to the big day. Then I realized that I can’t afford to update two blogs. I mean, with the one I have right now pun mcm x terupdate kn. So I decided to just occasionally update you lovely people about my wedding preparation right here. :) I have done quite a lot of things actually. Nnt2 lah aku update ye. I’m a bit busy right now. Just dropped by to wish you all a Happy New Year. Pray for me peeps. Hopefully this time, all goes well. :)

It's That Time Already

Last night before going to sleep, I had this ambition of blogging about how I wanna welcome the New Year. Yes, it’s that time already. It feels like just yesterday when I was blabbing about the year 2007 (while 2008 was making an entrance). It’s a cliché, I know, but hey, I genuinely feel that way. Sigh. Anyway, I suddenly don’t feel like writing too much. There’s a lot I need to think about right now. Not forgetting the fact that I’m pms-ing. I just feel like crying. Damn it. I never feel like crying on a day of traveling back to good old KL. Something must be bothering me. Something not big, but not small (to me) either. You lovely people must think I’m losing it. Maybe, a little. But I’m only losing my cool, not my mind. Even so, not completely. I think I better stop right now. Here’s wishing all of you out there Happy New Year! May God be kind to us all (as always) more than this time last year, less than this time next year. Hope I got that one right. Enough of overused phrases in one entry. I’ll see you lovely people next year. InsyaAllah. Pray for our (my Darling and I) safe journey back home and back here. Don’t forget to party hard. Goodbye!

p/s : I know this has nothing to do with anything at all, but Jenny Humphrey (from Gossip Girl - Season 2) is such a brat!

Have You Ever

Have you ever felt like being an irresponsible person? I have. In fact, I feel like doing something irresponsible right this very minute. Hmm.

p/s : Dear God, please help.

Reasonable Enough

Just a random question to you lovely people out there, how long do you take to get yourself ready for work? From the moment you open your eyes to the moment you’re heading out of the house. Twenty minutes? Forty five, maybe? I need a solid 60 minutes. Yes, an hour of uninterrupted ‘getting ready’ time. Wanna guess how long my Darling takes to get ready in the morning? Fifteen minutes! Fifteen freaking minutes! How does one achieve that? Hmm.

The reason why I am suddenly putting thoughts in this not so interesting subject (I mean people around are still talking about the bombing in Mumbai, the landslide in Bukit Antarabangsa, etc.) is because my Darling woke up late this morning and yet still managed to be ready before I did. Magic sangat. And I was left wondering wth happened? Aku slow sangat ke? I don’t think so. I don’t put on excessive make-up. In fact, I don’t put on make-up at all. So? Apakah reason nyer?

I called to wake him up half way thru my process of getting ready (half way ok?). In the end, he beat me at it. Saya sungguh tidak puas hati. Haha. I guess I’ll just have to live with it. Tapi kenapa? Hmm. It’s not a competition or anything. I’m just curious. He bathes, he puts on whatever stuffs on his face and he uses hair gel and all that other things. But how did he manage to do them so quickly? Fifteen minutes? I know! It’s because I need to put a head scarf on. That has to be it, right? Yes, it has to be. OK. Now I know. Then again, is it reasonable enough that I need extra forty five minutes just to put my scarf on? Haha. Who cares?

Our Wedding Ring

Our Wedding Ring