On Being Irresponsible

Hye. I have been very busy with work and also the wedding preparation. I just thought since I had some 15 minutes to spare, I might as well just scribble something here. First, I’d like to clear something with someone who’s so concern about this particular entry on being irresponsible. This person actually thought I was gonna cheat on my Darling or something. Haha. Even though she is lagging (the entry was posted so long ago), but I appreciate her pure concern. Pagi2 lagi dh dtg tpt aku tanye,”Weh, kau ape hal? Kau ngan Hadi ok ke?” “OK je. Apsal?” I asked with the weirdest expression on my face. She pulled me aside and whispered, “Aku baca blog kau yg kau ckp rasa mcm nk tipu Hadi ke nk tinggal Hadi ke ape tu.” “ Hah? Yg mane? Haha. Ape la. Kalau aku nk tipu or tinggal Hadi, perlu ke tulis dlm blog?” By this time, I was more confused and lost, until we sat and read my blog together. “Ooohhhh. Hahaha. Keji la. Xde kene mengene dgn Hadi pun entry tu. Tayah risau.”

Those who knows me well enough, knows that I don’t cheat. I don't just simply breakup a relationship just because. What I meant by being irresponsible ialah I was contemplating whether I should get an LV handbag or not. The responsible thing to do back then (and of course until I get married) was to not even think about it in the first place. I mean given the fact that I’m getting married (with no financial help from anyone at all) soon. Prioritize girl! Tp ya ampun masa tgk gamba2 beg LV tu, mmg tgn sgt la gatal nk menggunakn wang simpanan ku. Plus, it was much cheaper than if I were to get it here in Malaysia. Timing sucks, right? But in the end, I’m glad I didn’t succumb to my desire of being irresponsible. Alhamdulillah. As it is now, without buying the LV handbag pun aku dh terketar ketar wat kira2 for my wedding. Sigh. But it’s ok. It’s a once in a lifetime thingy right? Why not indulge while I can still afford to? :)