Showing posts with label yayan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label yayan. Show all posts

Monday, 15 November 2010

Wait Ah


Hye.

This is just an entry for me to remember the day Aryan came into this world. :) Just bits and pieces that I can still remember. Quite a lenghty post though. Read on only if you can bear with me.

Week 37 (awal gila start birth story aku ni :p)
I noticed some blood trace in my urine. I thought it came from a cut I might have gotten myself while shaving earlier. *shy* Told my mom and she panicked a little. Suruh aku call adik aku balik dengan kadar segera macam aku dah nk deliver dan2 tu. My state of mind at that point of time, super-confused. Called my Darling to inform him.

We went to the hospital with my sis. Saw the doctor and she sent me to the labour room to do CTG. NO CONTRACTION at all. Checked my opening. 2cm dilated already. Hmm. Before sending me home, she said that I should be ready to deliver anytime. Tapi buat masa tu, I was sent home. False alarm la kiranya. Haha!

Week 38
Baby's movement was slow. I started to panic a little. So I went to the hospital to get assurance. Doctor checked and baby was fine. I was sent to do CTG again. Very very mild contraction that's quite far apart. Like once in 30 minutes kot. I didn't feel it. So I was scheduled to see her a week after. But the doctor was sure I was going to deliver before my next appointment. :)

Week 39 (The DAY)
My Darling flew back from Sarawak earlier this week. One Friday morning, after sending my brother off to the airport, we (My Darling, my parents and I) had breakfast somewhere near my house. We went to Queensbay after to buy some stuff. Came back to find there was blood stain again. Called the doctor and she told me to come to the hospital as soon as I can. So after my mom finished her lunch-cooking (soon la sangat kan), we ate and we went off (after the nurse called 3 times asking where we were. hehe.). Time tu dah rasa sakit skit.

Arrived at the hospital and the nurse took me straight to admission. Damn. Then the feeling started sinking in. I am going to give birth soon!! Dan2 nervous. After my Darling settled the admission, I was asked to go to the labour room to do CTG. And finally, ada contraction. Tapi still tak rasa sangat. Doctor decided that if I do not deliver by tonight, she will induce me.

Come 7pm, I was already timing my contraction. It wasn't that intense, but it wasn't that far apart either. By 1am, I was curling on my bed in the maternity ward battling against the contractions alone. My Darling was fast asleep. I couldn't sleep. Sakit ok. At 3am, I couldn't stand the pain and decided to call the nurse to tell her that I am in pain. Until today, I regretted calling her. She did a VE on me and it was so painful. Terangkat bontot ok. Benci. She kept on telling me ,'lambat lagi ni' and asked me to get some sleep. About half an hour later, she came to set-up the CTG machine. Time ni my Darling was awake and he was looking at the contraction graph, telling me my reading and what not. Hehe.

I got to sleep for abour an hour that night. When I woke up at 8am, they asked me to take my breakfast. Mana dapat makan. Sakit nak mampus dah time ni. Tapi I took some porridge nonetheless. Like 2-3 mulut kot. The doctor came and did what she was supposed to do. I can't remember what she did. She told me to take a bath and walk around. I'd probably be delivering at 2pm today. I was like 2pm??? Matila lambat lagi.

At around 10.30am, the doctor came to help break my water bag. I thought the contractions I had before was bad, the ones that came after the water bag burst was worse. I was practically lying on my side, curling while holding on to the railing at the side of the bed. I didn't want anyone to touch me. Not even the nurse or the anesthetist (yes, i took epidural and pls don't judge me because i was in labour for 12 hours okkkk).

Anyway, at about 12pm, the pain was not going away. Even with the epi that I was given. Weird. While I was battling the contractions, I could feel something swimming downwards, literally. I told the nurse, 'I think the baby is coming. I feel something down there.' The nurse performed another VE on me and she said I am ready. 'Wah. So fast. You are ready to deliver. I call Doctor Maha now. Wait ah.' I was like, wth? Wait? Tapi dalam sekelip mata aku dah dikangkang, katil aku dh tinggal separuh, and doctor pun dah sampai. Just like magic. Haha.

So the pushing took about 15-20 minutes and out came my handsome little prince. :) The hardest part was getting his head out of my you-know-what. I had to push 3-4 times before I managed to do it. After that, with a single push, his whole body was out. And aku pun muntah dengan banyak nya. Sebelah tangan breastfeed, sebelah tangan pegang bucket tahan muntah. Boleh? Please don't ask me why. Probably the epi. Lepas tu aku pun tido dengan banyaknya. :D

Oh I forgot to tell you some thing quite funny. You know some people are just scared of blood, needles and such? Well, my Darling is one of them people. But nonetheless, he was by my side all the time, putting his fears aside. *_* So when the anesthetist was trying to give me the epidural, he was telling me that he wanted to call his mom. Tak benti2 ulang,'I nak keluar call mak kejap eh.' Bengang la aku time tu. Aku dok sakit, kau sebuk nk kuar tepon mak kau tak pasal2 kenapa. Tapi aku cakap OK jugak la. Baik tak aku? Haha. It was only after the delivery that I learned that he was scared of the needle the anesthetist used on me. He was trying hard not to faint. Hahaha. And after I said, 'OK, pergi la' he went to lie down on my bed in the maternity ward where my mom was waiting. Ayat yang dia ulang kat mak aku, 'Nak pengsan la kami tengok aming.' Kesian kan. Nak pengsan rupanya Darling ku itu. Tapi alasan tak tahan. Nak call mak konon. :p

So there. Aryan's birth story. Finally. :)


2 days old *time ni kuat tdo, skarang hmmmm*

p/s : Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

Bye.

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

Chubby Baby

Hye.

Should I travel to KL alone with my LO? Sigh. I will be having a one-day meeting in KL end November and I am having trouble deciding whether to leave him or bring him along. It's not quite and easy decision to make you see. If I bring him, I'd have to bring my mom along. Who else is gonna look after him while I attend my meeting? At first, it came across as a good idea; leaving him with my SIL's maid. But then I am worried that the maid won't be able to handle my baby alongside 2 other toddlers. They could be a handful. Aryan alone can be a handful. Hehe. Kang tak pasal2 maid tu mintak balik Indon awal plak kan? Besides, transportation can be a problem. How am I to commute from my SIL's place to the meeting venue? And I am not even sure where the meeting is going to be at.

I can just bring my mom along and save myself all the agony (ngada2 la kan, agony konon) , buttttt I don't grow money on trees. The last time I went back for a 1-week course, I ended up spending a thousand ringgit for my mom's ticket alone. Masa tu tutup mata je la kan. I just had to. No choice. But now, for a day, I should be able to leave him behind right?

I am not worried so much about leaving him under my mom's care. It's the silly thoughts in my head that I can't get rid off. Will he cry in the middle of the night if he can't find me? Will he forget me? Will he still be excited to hear my voice after not seeing me for 2 days? Will My Darling refuse to let him sleep with my mom? (ni paling risau sbb My Darling adalah tido mati tapi stok tanak mengaku. nanti anak nangis sampai biru dia x sedar2 jugak cemana? over la aku. eh panjang pulak ayat dlm bracket ni. ok bye.)

Damn. I am sure Aryan will be fine. Aku yang overly attached to him. How can I not be? Just look at my chubby baby!

I AM NOT JUSTIN BIEBER *tgk tang hidung org dh tau*

Bye.

Wednesday, 3 November 2010

Whatever

Hye.

This post has no one specific story. I just felt like blabbing whatever today. Too full too work.

OK. So I was back in KL last week. Had the chance to meet up with all my besties. Best gila. Especially when I met Aritha and Shasha. Try kasut harga RM600 (after less ok) sampai kaki berdarah. Over kan? :p Pastu siap muka tak malu habiskan red velvet cake yg tinggal satu slice tu. Duduk borak lama, try itu ini, tanya itu ini, last2 keluar camtu je. But nonetheless, I had fun. It was a short meet but it was worth it. :)

Oh I am probably going to Singapore end of this year. I haven't gotten around planning for it properly yet. Too lazy. I don't even know where to start. I should delegate this one task to My Darling perhaps. Hehe.

A quick update on my 7-month-old baby. He has been crawling around the house and is now trying to pull himself up any chance he gets. Of course he can't actually walk or stand (without support) yet, but he only stops trying when he's asleep. Seriously. Penat ok. Kalau tak, takde la orang tu letak anak dia dalam kotak kan? *hi Aritha* On food, he has been given solids about a month ago. So far he has not shown any preference over food fed to him which is good. For me la kan. Ni kira suma benda aku telan punya kes la. Senang la mak dia. :)

OK lah. Nak pegi toilet.

Bye.



Monday, 30 August 2010

Dahi Luas

Hye.

Conversation between my mom and I after a few people kept passing the same remark about my baby's hairline.

Me : Ma, betoi ka kalau dahi luas tu cerdik?
Mom : Tak tau la. Orang dulu suka mempositifkan yang negatif. Nak sedap kan hati> Kalau tak, tak dak orang nak dahi luas.

Boleh tak mak aku ni? Tak memberangsangkan langsung jawapan dia.

Bye.

Saturday, 10 July 2010

Event of The Year

Hye.

I am in the midst of planning for Aryan's aqiqah. The tentative date has been set. We are doing it in the month of Syawal, insyaAllah. *excited* Terasa macam tengah plan event of the year pulak. Hehe.

I haven't done anything much. Just googling here and there for his cradle. Found quite a few interesting ones. Unfortunately most of them had to turn me down due to the date. Raya kan. Orang pun nak cuti lama. Anyway, just to share on some of the cradles that I found online.






Cantik kan? I personally like the third and the last one. Simple and elegant. Tak perlu rimbun bagai la. Kang orang cari anak aku tak jumpa pulak. :p Most of the pictures are taken from Cradle 'N' All. They specialize in majlis aqiqah and cukur jambul. But unfortunately for me, they are based in KL and Aryan's aqiqah will be in Penang. Hmm. OK lah.
Bye.

Monday, 5 July 2010

Kelabu Asap

Hye.

Not too long ago I posted something about what I needed (or wanted). Since I had Aryan, I couldn't really stop thinking about tonnes of things I'd like to shower him with. Hehe. So here's some of the things I'd like him to have for now...

Fisher Price Rainforest Gym

Fisher Price Music Mobile

Blossom Farm Sit Me Up Cosy

The first item, I have been eyeing for quite sometime but haven't really gotten myself to the purchasing part. I am not sure what is holding me back. Probably because we have one (sad-looking) play gym already in the house. Having said that, some might ask why then do I need another one? Well, it really is an eye sore OK. Buruk la play gym tu. Especially after my mom tossed the mat into the washing machine. Terus jadi kelabu asap. Haha.

The music mobile was not in the list of things I wanted to get my baby. This was suggested by My Darling. No objection from me as it can hopefully help Aryan fall asleep on his own. Matila pemalas nak tido kan anak sendiri. :p

Thanks to Mami Ayin (my elder sister), I have managed to get the Sit Me Up Cosy for my baby. I'm just waiting for it to arrive here in Bintulu. :) Can't wait to see how excited my baby will be when he sees this.

About the other 2, I am contemplating whether to get it online or wait till we go back for our Raya holidays. I think the latter is not a good idea as we might not have so much space to transport the things. Ye la kan. Balik raya tu confirm banyak barang nk diangkut balik ke Bintulu semula. Nevermind. Will probably get it online from Little Whiz or something.

Bye.