Should I travel to KL alone with my LO? Sigh. I will be having a one-day meeting in KL end November and I am having trouble deciding whether to leave him or bring him along. It's not quite and easy decision to make you see. If I bring him, I'd have to bring my mom along. Who else is gonna look after him while I attend my meeting? At first, it came across as a good idea; leaving him with my SIL's maid. But then I am worried that the maid won't be able to handle my baby alongside 2 other toddlers. They could be a handful. Aryan alone can be a handful. Hehe. Kang tak pasal2 maid tu mintak balik Indon awal plak kan? Besides, transportation can be a problem. How am I to commute from my SIL's place to the meeting venue? And I am not even sure where the meeting is going to be at.
I can just bring my mom along and save myself all the agony (ngada2 la kan, agony konon) , buttttt I don't grow money on trees. The last time I went back for a 1-week course, I ended up spending a thousand ringgit for my mom's ticket alone. Masa tu tutup mata je la kan. I just had to. No choice. But now, for a day, I should be able to leave him behind right?
I am not worried so much about leaving him under my mom's care. It's the silly thoughts in my head that I can't get rid off. Will he cry in the middle of the night if he can't find me? Will he forget me? Will he still be excited to hear my voice after not seeing me for 2 days? Will My Darling refuse to let him sleep with my mom? (ni paling risau sbb My Darling adalah tido mati tapi stok tanak mengaku. nanti anak nangis sampai biru dia x sedar2 jugak cemana? over la aku. eh panjang pulak ayat dlm bracket ni. ok bye.)
Damn. I am sure Aryan will be fine. Aku yang overly attached to him. How can I not be? Just look at my chubby baby!
I AM NOT JUSTIN BIEBER *tgk tang hidung org dh tau*
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