Perfect Timing

Hye.

I have officially become one of those good old (lazy) people. The kind who wants to keep a blog but never (or rarely) wants to update. I have thought of shutting this blog down a couple of times, but I can't remember why I never got around to actually doing it. Hmm.

Anyway, I just felt like scribbling something today. I was in KL for about 5 days last week. I had some official business I needed to attend to and decided to take the opportunity to visit my dermatologist. Yes, I now have a dermatologist.

My skin kind of gave up on me a day or two before my wedding. Talk about perfect timing. Everyone kept on telling me it's because of the hormones. I sure hope so. But sometimes I have this feeling that it's not. I have no idea what went wrong and my dermatologist can't seem to give a straight answer too.

Nonetheless, I still see him just in case he can make me beautiful (beautiful keee???) again. Not to mention it's free. Hehe. So, during my last visit, while he was figuring out what (other) cream he wants me to try, this conversation took place.

Doc : So, how long have you been married?

YT : About 7 months

Doc : Are you planning to conceive anytime soon?

YT : Huh? Errmm. I am actually pregnant right now.

Doc : Oh (puzzled). How many months?

YT : 6 months plus.

Doc : Then I can't give you this cream (pointing to something which I assume is the cream he was referring to). It's not suitable during pregnancy.

YT : Oh OK (masih blur amat).

OK. Putting aside the fact that I told him that I was pregnant during my first visit, can't he see that my tummy does not look like a normal person's tummy? You can't possibly think I just had too much to eat! Takkan la aku kenyang sangat sampai jd begitu rupa? Hmm. Maybe I have put on so much weight that other parts of my body are overshadowing my tummy. Haha.

On a completely different note, I just love tommee tippee! But after reading reviews, I think I just have to forget about the whole thing. Tp cantik kan? :D

pic from here

Bye.

Gemuk Adalah Trend Terkini

Hye.

A YM conversation that took place this morning.

NJ : salam
YT : wsalam
NJ : bz ka
NJ : da pregnant lom weh
YT : bz skit2 la
YT : hehe
YT : dh
NJ : poyo
NJ : bape bulan da
NJ : congrates
NJ : due bila
NJ : aku bln 7
YT : aku due april
YT : 7hb insyaAllah
NJ : haa
NJ : april ni ker
NJ : ang pregnant laie awal dr aku ker
NJ : aku due bln 7
YT : dh aku nk beranak bln 4 sah2 la aku pregnant awal dr kau
YT : ape daaa

Hmm. Malas nk ckp byk.

Oh the trip back home (Seremban & Penang) was a blast. Tiring but fun, all the way. Will upload pictures later if I feel up to it. Right now, I really miss my Mom and her cooking. :(

p/s : Gemuk adalah trend terkini! :D

Bye.

How?

Hye.

I was staring blankly at my PC screen not knowing what to type. I am not even sure how I ended up here. I have some things to share but none seems appropriate at the moment. So, nk wat ape ni? Hmm. *continue staring at the screen*

Bye.

Kerut Dahi

Ade org ckp kt Darlingku yg kalau wife pregnant, beli barang2 utk baby tu sehari sebelum bersalin. I think they are afraid that if you buy the things too early you might jinx the whole pregnancy.

But honestly, aku pun xtau nk react cemana. Aku kerut dahi je la. Hmm. What do you guys think?

p/s : *paranoid mode is sooo ON*

In Love

Hye.

I am sooo in love with this!

pic courtesy of lesportsac's website

Cute kan? Dah la nama pun RYAN Baby Bag. Sesuai la dengan tema kehidupan I yg sentiasa mooning over Ryan Reynolds (matila xde kene mngene). The thing is, to me, it's kinda overprice for a baby bag. Kn Aritha? Baik I beli handbag Coach untuk I je (matila berkire dgn anak sendiri). Tapiiiii, My Darling said xpe, beli je la. Hehe. Hmm. Got some thinking to do. Besides, not sure if it's sold here in Malaysia. Anyway, anyone feeling like doing a little charity? *big grin*

Bye.

Naudzubillah..

I received news just the other day. It's about a colleague and his wife. His wife has just delivered a baby. The poor baby didn't survive. Innalillah..I don't know the details of what really happened. Nonetheless, the news left me holding back my tears. I can't imagine being them at this point. I'm too scared to even imagine anything. It's really sad, scary and at the same time awakening. I have received saddening news before, but this time, I can't seem to shake it off. It's been 3 days since I heard about what hit them. Everytime I am alone, I will think about how they are surviving the days. How do they console themselves? Or each other? And I prayed for them. I prayed that God will give them strength, patience and guidance to get them through this nightmare of theirs. Silently, I prayed for us, too. Naudzubillah.

p/s : al-Fatihah for the little one in heaven

Just Not Myself

Hye.

Pls know that I am not perfect.
Pls understand that I am trying.
Pls realize that I am learning.
Pls recognize that I am adapting.
and
Pls don't ask me what this is all about. I am just not myself.

Bye.